June 10, 2016

The results weren’t forthcoming…in fact..they took blooming ages.  Waiting is sooooooo freaking frustrating!!!  As Mayhem only needed oxygen at night during the day we were pretty much left to our own devices.  Chaos was with hubbie in RMH so we did everything we could to try and keep it as…

June 10, 2016

Thursday 13 August was the date of Mayhem’s first operation, a biopsy of the tumour.  The operation was scheduled for 9am, first in.  I stopped breastfeeding him at 6am and he wasn’t a happy chappy.  The procedure was delayed, although you are first on the list, any emergency case that…

June 9, 2016

So we weren’t going back to Blackburn and were admitted to Alder Hey K2, Cardiac ward.  A state of shock didn’t cut it.  Hubbie and I were in a fuzzy wuzzy alternate universe.  Was our happy little boy really seriously ill with a tumour in his heart?  What the…surely this…

June 9, 2016

On Monday 10 August we were taxied to Alder Hey by ambulance.  Our third trip in an ambulance in Mayhem’s short life (we had to be taken in after he was born at home due to meconium in the waters).  My amazing mum stepped up and was looking after Chaos,…